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  1. Love you jay !!!!!! But being a new Yorker and watching you cry is literally what it feels like to live here everyday 😭 I sympathize tho when I was living in Europe it was the most amazing thing bc I was actually alone not feeling alone with hundreds of people just nature and beauty

  2. Jay, you're fine to get down like this. I reacted with disdain when I first saw your reaction of 'it hitting you all at once' during your European roadtrip.
    I instantly realised that you're an emotional person, I do not mean this in a negative way, it is your emotions that makes you so enjoyable to watch. I just pished my pants at you calling a swan a piece of shit! You are going to have constant ups and downs, because you are someone who feels emotions highly, you also have the wonderful combination of not being afraid to share them, and it comes across as extremely honest, and worthy of love and respect.
    When the 'difficult to process' emotions come, and they always will, I think it is imperative for you to remember that this is only temporary and you will surely find again something to make you happy and cheerful. And that these emotions always have a meaning, they are the currency of your body, we don't spend our own currency needlessly. They come because there is a reason for them, something to realise and/or potentially learn from.
    (always remember there is a difference between 'alone' and 'lonely')
    I hope my words find you & may you continue to find ways to better yourself and be happy.
    All the best,
    C.

  3. jay bruv that was hilarious, love the attitude towards the convention, not you thing. not my thing. but you accept it and move on, restekpa "you wanna dress up as maggie thatcher" i actually creased

  4. Hey Jay I just wanted to say that this episode has helped me so much because I want to step out of comfort zone because I’ve felt so fucking mentally drained from all of my years I am 18 and feel like I can speak to people about how I’m feeling when I’m drinking I’m extremely addicted to distractions from my actual depressive life I have I’m unemployed have nothing the only people I have in my life is my family

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