I am not letting this shit defeat me

So for context the first clip is a post I saw on here and I felt inspired and thought to give it a try myself. So the steps Ive done so are. Pulling up with my thumb and index finger on the bars my other fingers pointing out as I know for a x-up that is a step. Second step I did turning the bars while pulling up with fingers out. Last step was adding hops and trying to put it all together. Which I started to struggle. I can feel that I can do it but struggling is it a step I’m doing wrong maybe need to change a technique. I’m not sure so I’m just looking for advice. Thanks for all your time and much appreciate 🙂