The first room that I recorded a video inside the Palace of Versailles in 2020. ⚜️🏤
I overheard the things my group said about me behind my back while I was in the restroom. Rhett defended me by wanting to include me in the group photos while the whole entire group was perfectly fine with excluding me from group companies photos. My roommate 2020 waited until before the group photos to tell everyone about how much of a horrible roommate I am. She accused me of talking to her first in the morning even though she started conversations with me, expected me to respond to her, and then blamed me for the conversations she started. She told people that I didn’t let her sleep even though she had more time to sleep than I did & had the darkest area of the room. She tells people that she doesn’t like talking to me, but she continues to start conversations with me and then blames me for them. She confused PST time with CET to justify her actions. The things that I questioned internally were, “Why did she not tell anyone about the problems she had with me before mentioning to them to the group so that they would not feel any remorse for excluding me from group companies photos?” There were so many opportunities for her to tell people about me during breakfast, on metro, waiting for the metro and/or entering the World Bank International Monetary Fund IMF. I thought it was odd how she handled the ways she did at her age (A decade older than me). Boundaries that I should have set with her: Don’t start a conversation with me if you do not want to talk to me than blame me for the conversation that you started. As I entered the room after everyone was perfectly fine with purposely and intentionally excluding me from the group company photos, people from International Business Seminars Tours Winter 2020 Europe MBA group, especially the girl who fainted, told me that “No one notices me”. When I confronted them about it, they were like what about your problems and you should not drink so much water in a condescending tones. Internally in my mind I was like “whatever all of these people in the room have betrayed me by siding with my roommate 2020 by believing her exaggerated story about me over me, they obviously will never see where I am coming from, they do not want to hear nor need to know my side of the story, they expect me to be accountable for my mistakes while they lack accountability for their mistakes, why do they expect me to be open & trusting after they betrayed me while treating me like they did not want me there 24/7 for an experience that I paid for, standing up for myself would not improve situation, why do I have to explain to people who were already well aware of what they knew hurt me in order to get away with it by playing stupid”. Everyone was acting irrationally emotional while expecting me to be emotionless. Although I experienced a lot of internal emotional pain from them, I was still rationally calm when I interacted with them. I told my roommate 2020 in a calm stern voice that, “I will be using the shower room first tonight”. Christian took a picture of me in front of the World Bank International Monetary Fund IMF company sign. No one was in a hurry to leave, but they chose to leave to betrayed and abandoned me. Professors & leaders from International Business Seminars just observed without involvement. After we left the World Bank International Monetary Fund building 🏢, we waited to catch Uber to the Palace of Versailles since I already agreed to go to the Palace of Versailles days prior to World Bank International Monetary Fund IMF visit. I ask my roommate 2020 if she wanted to see the Palace of Versailles as part of the travel experience, but she would rather go on a bike tour around Paris. Honestly, I would rather go to Disneyland Paris than visiting the Palace of Versailles, but I felt safer visiting the Palace of Versailles in a group than attending Disneyland Paris by myself at the time. I did not feel like talking because I have enough consideration that people do not want to hear what I have to say about the negative things about that recently happened to me and them and make things more positive than they actually are. I was so hurt that it was hard for me to speak. During the uber ride, they were talking about their plans in London, United Kingdom on how they were going to get drunk at pubs. I do not drink alcohol. I said that I can prevent them from doing something stupid which they did not want. We finally arrived at the Palace of Versailles. We bought tickets for the day there.